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Monthly Archives: July 2010

Down

and died for you I no longer cry for you
No more pain bitch you
Took me for granted took my heart and ran it straight into the planet
Into the dirt I can no longer stand it
Now my respect I demand it
Imma take control of this relationship
Command it, and imma be the boss of you now goddamnit
And what I mean is that I will no longer let you control me
So you better hear me out this much you owe me
I gave up my life for you, totally devoted to you while I’ve stayed
Paved for all the way this is how I fucking get repaid
Look at how I dress fucking baggy sweats, go to work a mess
Always in a rush to get back to you I aint heard you yet
Not even once say you apreciate me I deserve respect
I’ve done my best to give you nothing less than perfectness
And I know that if I end this I’ll no longer have nothing left
But you keep treating me like a staircase it’s time to fucking step
And I wont be coming back so don’t hold your fucking breath
You know what you’ve done no need to go in depth
I told you, you’d be sorry if I fucking left
I’d laugh while you wept
Hows it feel now, yeah, funny aint it, you neglected me
Did me a favor although my spirit free you’ve said
But a special place for you in my heart I have kept
It’s unfortunate but its….

unfair.

God Help me

Today, still a busta for me. God, lead me the way.. to victory, aint no disregard no more, so I can hold ma vie on my lap again. God.. I believe in your name, I will get through this. God… the pain inside that I feel right not, just come back from no where. God.. you are my savior, you are my weapons supplier.. Help me.